Broken mind, body, and spirit.

That’s me right now. Infertility wins.

I’m not pregnant, I don’t think I will ever be pregnant, and I don’t believe I can ever be pregnant.

Because I’m broken. And I don’t know what to do.

19 thoughts on “Broken mind, body, and spirit.

    1. Thanks friend. It is such a tough road we are all on. And I have one major break down(like Friday’s) once every couple of months. Where I can’t do it. But there is always a new day full, and I just keep on trucking.

  1. Don’t believe those lies of the devil. He wants you thinking and speaking like this so that you will let go if your hope. Don’t let him win. Praying for you girl!! Psalm 113:9 “He settles the barren woman as a happy mother of children. Praise The Lord! “

    1. You are absolutely correct! He snuck in there and quick. I am confident that God will provide many children for Joseph and us in His Time.

  2. I go through periods like this more often then I would like to admit. Infertility sucks the fight out of you sometimes, it’s just not fair. Im sorry you’re having such a hard time right now, I wish there was something I could do or say to make it all better for you.

    1. Thank you sweet lady! It doesn’t suck the fight out, and all the hope at times too. Friday was a bad day for us. But we woke up Saturday and it was a new day, and bit better.

  3. I’m so sorry. Were all here for you. We’ve all been there. Remember you are not alone. Sometimes that is the only thing that I could cling to for hope. It sucks right now, but hang in there. Xoxox

    1. Thanks Jena, it does very much help to see the outpouring of support from many ladies who understand, and YAY FOR YOUr 7 sweet babies!

    1. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Sometimes Joseph and I feel so down and jaded from this whole experience, we aren’t able to provide those kind of supports for eachother. Like hearing “it’ll happen” from someone who knows our journey, at the right moment can really do wonders(don’t tell me that if you’re a stupid fertile who gets knocked up at the sight of a man though.) And your four comment did wonders indeed. I am not broken, I will have my family.

    1. Love you, it was a rough day, 6 months since the m/c and 21st month of disappointment. Oh well, there are plenty of things to look forward to, like SOMEONES clomid cycle!

    1. It was a very rough day. I had a great sob with Joseph, and while we’re not super happy, I’m definitely not as down. Thanks for you sweetness!

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