Back to school.

Tomorrow is my last day of maternity leave. Monday is going to be unbelievably difficult.

I’m scared. They are irrational fears, but real ones.

-I’m afraid Calvin’s going to feel abandoned.

-I’m afraid he’s going to love my mom more than he loves me.

-I’m afraid my mom is going to know him better than I do.

-I’m afraid he’s going try to forget me a bit.

once again, I know they’re irrational fears, but I have them. It’s only for 5 weeks, then I have spring break. Then after that 7 weeks til I get to be a sahm to my sweet baby boy.

tears will flow freely on Monday. All prayers and kind thoughts are appreciated 🙂

tomorrow I’m not leaving the house, I’m going to spend all day with Calvin.

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