Tomorrow is my last day of maternity leave. Monday is going to be unbelievably difficult.
I’m scared. They are irrational fears, but real ones.
-I’m afraid Calvin’s going to feel abandoned.
-I’m afraid he’s going to love my mom more than he loves me.
-I’m afraid my mom is going to know him better than I do.
-I’m afraid he’s going try to forget me a bit.
once again, I know they’re irrational fears, but I have them. It’s only for 5 weeks, then I have spring break. Then after that 7 weeks til I get to be a sahm to my sweet baby boy.
tears will flow freely on Monday. All prayers and kind thoughts are appreciated 🙂
tomorrow I’m not leaving the house, I’m going to spend all day with Calvin.
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